Symphony of Mind
https://symphonyofmind.com/
Symphony of MindWed, 25 Sep 2019 00:00:00 +0000Be Still; be in the moment
https://symphonyofmind.com/0003-be-still
<p>Meditation is not just for the times when you are able to sit down
undisturbed.</p>
<p>The most important aspect of learning to focus on your breath is to
learn to centre your mind and calm yourself to the point where you
attain an ability to concentrate that allows you to clear your mind
and be in the moment at any time.</p>
<p>It is that gradual expansion of presence from the moments you spend
meditating into your daily life that is the path towards truly freeing
yourself from the confines of the constant chatter of "you".</p>
<p>Be still. Be in the moment, and you will pick out the individual
voices of your mind.</p>
<p>They are all you, together; yet no one voice is you alone.</p>
<blockquote><p>Be still. Be in the moment, and you will pick out the individual
voices of your mind.</p>
<p>They are all you, together; yet no one voice is you alone.</p></blockquote>
<p>This can not be repeated often enough. Too often we fall for the
illusion of a singular self, and assume that when that little voice
tells us something, it is you talking, rather than just one impulse,
driven by one singular motivation or another.</p>
<p>As a result we fail to question impulses even when we know we will
regret them later.</p>
<p>We let ourselves get caught up in drama, or give in to emotions
or drives we know will leave us annoyed with ourselves afterwards.</p>
<p>Even if you have not explicitly recognised it, almost all of us
will at some point have been present enough to feel like we have
observed ourselves from the outside, helpless to stop ourselves
from doing something we know then and there is stupid, that we are
still doing.</p>
<p>But we will also have had moments where we feel perfect clarity
about the present and a sense of calm.</p>
<p>Being present lets you be the mediator between the variety of
impulses coming from different aspects of yourself. It lets you
address bad habits.</p>
<p>It lets your check yourself when you're about to do something
stupid, <em>before you do it</em> instead of recognising it after the fact.</p>
<p>It lets you see where your anxieties come from so you can address them.</p>
<p>It is one of the most powerful things you can learn about how
to know yourself.</p>
<p>Meditation often focuses on the traditional aim of Buddhist practice
of detachment and realising the illusion of the ego. And while
that in itself is beneficial, the benefits you get from simply
being able to "catch yourself in the act" and stop to consider
what you are doing and why are worth it irrespective of your religion
(or lack of) - it is universal.</p>
<blockquote><p>Try it whenever it springs to mind: Take 30 seconds to slow your
breath, clear your mind, and be present, and quickly survey what
you see, what you feel, your physical sensations.</p></blockquote>
<p>Try it whenever it springs to mind: Take 30 seconds to slow your
breath, clear your mind, and be present, and quickly survey what
you see, what you feel, your physical sensations.</p>
<p>The more you do it, the more often you will become aware, and
eventually you will find yourself falling into the habit of doing
this automatically whenever you can.</p>
<p>So many of the challenges of your day to day life will start falling
away, because they stop mattering when you actually scrutinise the
underlying behaviours with detachment instead of just reacting.</p>
<p>Even now, after many years of meditation, I regularly need to
remind myself of this, because it is so easy to push it aside, get
caught up in whatever is happening, and decide you are too busy to
sit down and do <em>nothing</em>.</p>
<p>But meditation is not doing nothing. Meditation is self-care. It is
introspection. It is learning. It is healing.</p>
blogmeditationself-careWed, 25 Sep 2019 00:00:00 +00002019-09-25T00:00:00+00:00Your Mind is a Chorus
https://symphonyofmind.com/0002-orchestra-and-chorus
<p>I've <a href="/0001-symphony">talked briefly</a> about the idea of the mind
as a chorus of different voices of the mind in my introductory post.</p>
<p>If you have experience meditating, you almost certainly have at
least an inkling about what I mean. Otherwise understanding this
idea is best done through a simple demonstration.</p>
<h2>The gentlest introduction to meditation.</h2>
<p>You need no preparation. No special clothes. No special place.</p>
<p>Just sit comfortably. On a pillow or in a chair. Or a park bench.
Where does not matter. Sit alert, upright. This is not essential -
you can meditate standing, lying, walking -, but it is the easiest way
of minimising distractions while reducing the chance of falling asleep.</p>
<p>The only advice I will give is to avoid meditating in your bed.
Actions create associations, and teaching your mind to stay alert
and focused when you wish to sleep is not a good idea.</p>
<p>If your view is gentle and not chaotic, you may keep your eyes open,
or half-open - it too helps avoid falling asleep but may make it harder
to focus. For some dryness of the eyes will also make it hard to avoid
the distraction of blinking.</p>
<blockquote><p>Breathe. In. Out. Slowly.</p></blockquote>
<p>Start a timer. If you want to, you can set an alarm for 5 minutes or
10 minutes, or just let it run so you can see afterwards how long you
lasted. This too is not essential; it is an aid that serves two purposes:</p>
<ol>
<li><p>it makes it harder for your mind to fight you by insisting you've
been meditating for too long (any impulse suggesting it's been "too long"
is almost certainly false).</p></li>
<li><p>it teaches you how long 5, 10 or whatever amount of minutes of
meditation feels to you.</p></li>
</ol>
<p>I give this advice as one of the biggest hindrances I faced when
I started to meditate was a sudden insistence in my mind that I was
<em>late</em> for <em>something</em>. My mind could not tell me what, or why. I
knew I was not, but the compulsion to stop meditating and check my
watch got stronger and stronger. Your mind will throw up hindrances,
because meditation is different, and strange. It may be like mine,
or different, but the more you can find simple ways to counter these
hindrances the easier your path will be.</p>
<p>But if the timer is a hindrance, don't use it. If you do use it, do
not place it so that you can see it count the time, as it will distract
you.</p>
<p>Breathe. In. Out. Slowly. Pay attention to your breath. How it passes
your lips or your nostrils. In. Out. Feel yourself become calmer. Your
breath slower.</p>
<p>Whenever a thought pops into your head, let it slip away and gently
return your attention to your breath. Again, and again.</p>
<p>Whenever you notice your concentration lapsed and you got caught up in
thoughts, return your attention to your breath.</p>
<h2>This is all. You now know all you need to start meditating.</h2>
<p>Afterwards, do two things:</p>
<ol>
<li>Take note of how long you sat, and how you feel.</li>
<li>Think through the thoughts that popped into your head.</li>
</ol>
<p>Chances are if you managed to silence your mind enough at least some
of the thoughts that popped into your head will demonstrate wild
inconcsistencies.</p>
<blockquote><p>"You" are shifting constantly. "You" are amorphous like the ocean;
a collection of voices creating and breaking harmonies in a dramatic
symphony with every moment.</p></blockquote>
<p>Our lives are full of them: We go on a diet, yet absolutely <em>deserve</em>
that cake even though we know it is counter-productive. We're going to
be good and do our work in time, but suddenly cleaning the kitchen is
vitally important. We're too tired to clean the kitchen, but suddenly
we have all the energy we need to go out with friends.</p>
<p>You will start noticing your mind acting much more like a chorus of
voices playing out an elaborate drama than a single, united person.
I am not talking about literal separate voices (auditory hallucinations
happens at some point in life for a lot of people, but that is different),
but about impulses driven by separate motivations.</p>
<p>Day to day they appear part of a single narrative. But the moment
you allow yourself to truly pay attention, the inconsistencies will
leap out at you, and you may start to notice different strains of motivations.</p>
<p>"You" are shifting constantly. "You" are amorphous like the ocean;
a collection of voices creating and breaking harmonies in a dramatic
symphony with every moment.</p>
<p>You can fight those impulses blindly, like most of us do; you can
learn to notice what is happening and fight it knowing what you're
facing, or you can learn to listen to them play out, observe
them, and learn about yourself.</p>
<p>While repeating just the simple exercise outlined above is often
tremendously frustrating at first, fighting to push aside intrusive
thoughts your mind throws up to derail your effort, pay attention
to the voices.</p>
<blockquote><p>One notable constant is that these voices often do not present
the real reason behind the impulse...</p></blockquote>
<p>One notable constant is that these voices often do not present the
real reason behind the impulse: You do not crave that cake because
you <em>deserve</em> it, but because your gut is signalling it's not getting
the calories it is used to, and your mind throws up the excuse that
seems most likely to push past your diet goal.</p>
<p>You will learn to quieten them when necessary, but do not ignore
them. They are just as much part of you as the "you" you hear when you talk
to yourself.</p>
<p>Become the director.</p>
<blockquote><p>Become the director</p></blockquote>
<p>With time you can recognise the different voices as coming from
different motivations or arising from different situations. You'll
recognise that the voice telling you that you really deserve
cake is just a product of being hungry while going to the store,
and learn how to settle it and "negotiate" with the other parts
of yourself rather than blindly accepting an internal narrative
that is inconsistent and chaotic.</p>
<p>While meditation has many other benefits, I find it important to
highlight this one because it is often ignored amid lofty promises
of enlightenment and all kinds of spiritual rewards. Meditation can
grant a lot of rewards, but this ability to sort through your own
motivation is to me the most immediate tangible reward you can
expect in your day to day life.</p>
<p>Recognising the illusion of the ego is central to many meditation
practices. And that is a worthwhile goal. But the first small
step on that journey is to shatter the illusion that your mind
speaks with one unified voice.</p>
blogmeditationFri, 05 Apr 2019 00:00:00 +00002019-04-05T00:00:00+00:00Symphony of Mind
https://symphonyofmind.com/0001-symphony
<p>This is a story about the symphony of our minds. Or the beginning of one,
at least. It is a personal journey, but at the same time a journey many
have travelled before.</p>
<p>It is about meditation, and self improvement, but also not about either,
but about something more. It is about exploration through introspection.</p>
<p>Those who do not meditate often look at it with a mix of bewilderment,
dismissal and admiration. Bewilderment because it is so different from
what most of us are used to in our daily lives. Dismissal because it is
often associated with spiritual practices we are not used to or consider
too out there.</p>
<p>Admiration because despite this, it seems impossibly hard to sit there and empty your mind and think of
nothing, and many of us have this image of meditators as involving serious
monks with shaved heads and robes living lives impossibly remote.</p>
<p>This is the common image of meditation: That it means emptying
your mind and sitting there doing absolutely nothing, in some act of
impossibly hard self discipline.</p>
<p>This what part of my own misconception as well.</p>
<p>But while many practices do include work to focus on concentration, I
quickly realised how wrong I was. My first weeks of meditation was on
the contrary spent dealing with a cacophony of thoughts I had never
had to deal with before, and compulsive thoughts that seemed strange
and alien.</p>
<p>My mind was resisting, on one hand. My "me" voice in open rebellion
at my attempts to quieten it. All kinds of urges to do <em>everything else</em>
except try to meditate kept coming to the surface.</p>
<p>But suddenly I started picking up and noticing the impulses that
were bubbling to the surface that I had previously just accepted as
part of a single, united identity.</p>
<p>I was for the first time in my life noticing the hum and song, and
tic-tock of all the impulses that make us walk around and do our things
and talk and work and love and hate while we're stuck in our head
not paying attention or only paying attention to the booming voice
of our ego.</p>
<blockquote><p>Meditation is not about being still. Being still is a means to an end.</p></blockquote>
<p>Meditation is not about being still. Being still is a means to an end:
To observe and experience that we are not singular beings, but a sum of
a vast number of competing
impulses; and to beyond that observe and experience unity with the
wider world.</p>
<p>Meditation has a long history in religious practice. More recent is
growing secular acceptance of meditation that has come with an
acceptance that meditation can be separated from its religious
background and still have tangible, measurable benefits.</p>
<p>An essential part of my journey into the mind was to focus on
observing, and avoiding trying to label these experiences purely
in secular or religious terms. Others will work through the science
of why meditation works.</p>
<p>What matters, though, is that it does, and that it creates profound
realisations and experiences as your journey progresses.</p>
<p>Part of that realisation to me is that while I derive immense value
from the work done by Buddhist and Hindu meditation teachers in
particular, there are other paths, many perhaps better suited to
people who do not wish to become separated from their "normal" lives,
but just want to be better, do better, feel better.</p>
<p>I want to tell you what I have learned.</p>
blogmeditationFri, 21 Dec 2018 00:00:00 +00002018-12-21T00:00:00+00:00
https://symphonyofmind.com/blog
https://symphonyofmind.com/index
https://symphonyofmind.com/partials/header
<ul>
<li><a href="/">Home</a></li>
<li><a href="/about">About</a></li>
</ul>
https://symphonyofmind.com/partials/about
<p><a href="https://twitter.com/intent/tweet?screen_name=SymphonyMind" class="twitter-mention-button" data-related="SymphonyMind">Tweet to @SymphonyMind</a></p>
<script>!function(d,s,id){var js,fjs=d.getElementsByTagName(s)[0],p=/^http:/.test(d.location)?'http':'https';if(!d.getElementById(id)){js=d.createElement(s);js.id=id;js.src=p+'://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js';fjs.parentNode.insertBefore(js,fjs);}}(document, 'script', 'twitter-wjs');</script>
<p>E-mail: [email protected]</p>
<p class="smallprint">(*) This site uses affiliate links to offset part of our operating costs</p>
https://symphonyofmind.com/partials/bio
<h3 class="muted">About me</h3>
<p>This is a short bio.</p>
2019-09-25T00:00:00+00:00